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Wednesday, April 22, 2015
Eager Anticipation: Moving Home from the BiG CiTy
Twelve more days until we leave Manhattan. I feel like a kid waiting for Christmas to come, counting down the days until the magical moments of receiving wonderful gifts. A loving husband, a beautiful daughter, a little homestead in the Hudson Valley...So why am I so nervous? I guess part of me fears that it won't be all I've dreamed it would be. Part of me thinks maybe I don't deserve it all. These thoughts are the classic beginnings of self-sabotage, something I am much more comfortable doing than receiving gifts. Recently I asked a friend at work, "What do you do when you get all you've ever asked for?" Her answer was simple and unwavering. "Ask for more." !?!?!?!?!? You can do that?! That had never occurred to me. Huh....
But somehow, that is exactly what needs to be done. "Ok universe, you've given me tools and support. What do I do next?" The reply: "Live the creative life you've imagined and then offer it to the world like a cool drink of water for thirsty souls." So there it is, my life's mission. Stick with me, dear readers. I can't do this alone.
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